Salt of the Earth

MAN, I have been having crazy, crazy dreams lately….. two nights ago was the topper. I dreamt that I was having a bible study with a bunch of women and during the study Jesus appeared in one of the chairs in the room. He was sitting in the chair but He was hunched over like He’d just been taken from the cross. A couple of the women said something like “i feel a presence in the room” and I kept saying ‘YEAH, it’s Jesus and he’s sitting in that chair”. But no one else could see him except me. And I kept trying to tell them- that Jesus was in the room with us. One lady finally believed me and said something to the effect that I was ‘gifted’ because I could actually see Jesus. I knew that I should feel calm but I was kind of scared and I wanted to help Jesus but I didn’t know how. Then the women all started telling their friends that I was the chosen one- the one who could see Jesus and they all surrounded me and were asking questions and stuff for me to tell Jesus. I woke up shortly after that.

Last night I dreamt that Mick was dancing with this girl whose blog I’ve been reading. After they were done dancing they disappeared and I couldn’t find him. So I came home and found him in bed with this blog girl. I was like ‘what the hell?” Mick started laughing and saying stuff like ‘what do you expect she’s hot!” I was crying and telling her to get out of my bed- she was in my spot too!!! It was awful.

I think I had the Jesus dream because I got into a religion discussion with my sister. Not sure why I had the dream about Mick and the blog girl. I think finding out about those 3 people getting divorced and the whole affair thing. Talked to another friend the other day and she suspects her husband of having an affair. She’s been checking his cell phone records a lot lately to see how much he’s been talking to this coworker outside of work. She was suspicious at first but then at the Christmas party a few of the people were joking around about her husband and this coworker having an affair. I guess I’m not very optimistic when it comes to things like this and my faith in fidelity isn’t that strong. I wish it was stronger but I’ve seen so much infidelity in my time that it’s hard to believe that people can actually stay monogomous. Not that I have a desire to be unfaithful-because I do not. i just wonder if it’s realistic to assume some one will be faithful to you forever. I think if it looks like a duck, and quacks like a duck… then guess what folks, it’s not a chicken. AH what do i know……

T