Along the way
Another night of crazy dreams and restless sleep. I think it’s because i watched 30 minutes of American Wear-wolf in London right before I went to bed. I remember one of my dreams- my cat was in the tub with me- and as I realized this I noticed that his face was under water. i pulled him out and he took a few breaths then died. It was terrible! I was screaming and all confused. Mick had a restless night too-well, a night full of night terrors (which usually consists of a lot of blood curdling screams and talking in his sleep which he never remembers the next day) I however, wake up fully and remember ALL of his night terror the next day. i actually ended up sleeping through my alarm for 8 minutes because I had ear plugs in. I managed to shower, get the boys up and get us all out the door on time.
I’ve had a bad attitude lately. i don’t know what’s wrong with me. I’ve mentioned that my tolerance level for people is so low now… I just get irritated easily and people have been rubbing me wrong. I seriously don’t know why. And a part of me feels REALLy badly about it because it’s so not my nature. But little things- like this lady today in class. I wanted to tell her to shut the hell up- she was wasting class time ARGUING with the very experienced teacher. And this lady is really not bright. Normally i can just brush that off but I found myself glaring at her. I didn’t even feel any better when my fellow classmates told me they were glaring at her too. It just fueled my fire! I just feel like I’m in a rut. I need something really good to happen- something really happy and positive. I don’t even know what.
I’ve been thinking about adding a sub topic at the end of my blog- like I used to. I meet so many interesting people along the way and I feel like I should write about them.
i have finally figured out the rhino. After racking my brain i decided to go with what I know. And that is painting. I got these watercolor pens. They are just the shit!- (this is my new cool lingo that I’ve picked up from my hip class mates) You draw with them then use a brush to blend the colors. I got it after two tries and am SO happy. I will be drawing them on to my board and start carving on Thursday. My teacher is having me try a new technique- a different type of carving for this one. She said it’s WAY advanced but have a go at it….. we’ll see…..
enough from me
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Along the way… I met this girl in one of my classes. She used to live in Las Vegas. She worked as an escort but decided to quit that job and move to Oregon for the weed. (her exact words). She’s Jewish- so I don’t know how that plays into her old line of work. She used to get a kick out of going out to dinner with her dad because all his friends would think he had hired an escort for the evening. She told me she liked to smoke her weed then go for long drives. I asked her where she lived and when she liked to do this- and then made a mental note to never drive there during those times. She always leaves class really early- like half way through and she opens her mouth really wide before she starts talking. She’ll go from talking about a traditional Jewish dinner to telling me about the $40 bag of weed she bought over the weekend. I like her- she’s quirky but she’s nice.